im sneaking YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL onto every page

May 28, 2013 at 2:08 am | Posted in poem | 2 Comments

im sneaking YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL onto every page of Wikipedia
in the hopes that youll stumble across it one day
while researching a paper
or trying to find out if that show
on nikelodeon with the 2 beavers you watched as a kid
really existed
im srry i broke your heart
what other outcome did you expect
when i saw you independent and proud
ive started to build things
chairs and fires and engines
in the hopes that i can train my hands
to know something other than deconstruction

i’m sitting in a waiting room with no clock
but its ok
i was never good at time management anway
there is no time anymore
just the present

and he tips his hat and goes off to buy gum

fuck these nights are killing me
meekly surrendering myself to paranoia
i hate the sun
i am an old shcool vampire complete
with crooked nose
fuck i am already dead
and then risen again
fuck it is lonely to be a vampire

WHY ARENT YOU DIFFERENT THAN YOU ARE

and then you think of it that way
as time not existing in any concrete form
just one event after another like a string of christmas
lights except less likely to bring back waves of nostalgia
and you have to pull over and throw up out the window

slam my back against a wall
hold your hand around my throat
while the other grips a knife you got from
somwhere
i should have left when you proposed we brand eachother

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  1. Reblogged this on turschwellenangst.

  2. I love the first line, and the way you built the lines about deconstruction and time management. Nicely done.


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